About these days

Some days suck and some are a little better and some are just awesome and I need you to know that. My love, don't expect greatness every day. It's too high a standard and most of the time you'll feel like the world is out to get you if you do. 

I am grateful for my father and my teacher who were able to be there for me and for you on your birthday. I am grateful for my two girlfriends who helped give you an awesome weekend and who had my back. I am grateful for my "boss" being also a great friend. I am grateful for any kind of help I can get from strangers even. I am grateful for my strength, so many times questioned and put to the test and still going strong. I am grateful for the beauty that is in the world and for your health. 

I am grateful for days like today when I was able to clean the kitchen with you playing nicely alongside me. I am grateful for pancakes and vitamin juice. I am grateful for the way you sleep, plugged in to my body, with your forhead or even with the littlest toe. 

You are my rock and my roll, you are my wonderful and my beautiful. 

Stay kind!